where affairs of the heart matters
i've always been putting on a strong front.
the whole thing itself..is a whole lot of contradiction.
i want more but at the same time, not.
we can click, but at the same time, not.
i wanted to give you more, but at the same time, i can't bring myself to do it.
it's not that easy after all.
it's not about the do's and don'ts.
but more to disasters on both causes.
it's that complicated.
i wonder what's with all the diamond hoo ha about.
but one thing's for sure.
i wanted more of those smiles.
yes, both of you.
they lit up darkness on light-deprived occasions.
definitely maybe.
i've always been putting on a strong front.
the whole thing itself..is a whole lot of contradiction.
i want more but at the same time, not.
we can click, but at the same time, not.
i wanted to give you more, but at the same time, i can't bring myself to do it.
it's not that easy after all.
it's not about the do's and don'ts.
but more to disasters on both causes.
it's that complicated.
i wonder what's with all the diamond hoo ha about.
but one thing's for sure.
i wanted more of those smiles.
yes, both of you.
they lit up darkness on light-deprived occasions.
definitely maybe.
lol.
i'd better get going.
like a man on his own word,
i caught her avoiding those erotic flicks,
staring at the ground,
sporting an expressionless face, keeping quiet.
i was about to ask, disturb and tease.
till i thought i'd rather keep mum.
you're the cutest creature ever in an fcuk dress.
definitely maybe.
i caught her avoiding those erotic flicks,
staring at the ground,
sporting an expressionless face, keeping quiet.
i was about to ask, disturb and tease.
till i thought i'd rather keep mum.
you're the cutest creature ever in an fcuk dress.
definitely maybe.
saturday spree
the file.
the tee.
the sneaks.
the choco indulgence.
the toy museum.
and of course, the pillowbuddy.
i demand nothing else other than my money back.
let's see how far you could go.
no. i don't support any means of violence.
defintely maybe.
the file.
the tee.
the sneaks.
the choco indulgence.
the toy museum.
and of course, the pillow
i demand nothing else other than my money back.
let's see how far you could go.
no. i don't support any means of violence.
defintely maybe.
the results calls for a celebration.
it was a miracle. no doubt.
i'll still be a student.
i'll still frequent the east every weekday.
i'll still get stuck in the almost-daily traffic jams.
i'll still lead a hectic season like most students do.
i'll still be cracking heads and nuts for projects.
most importantly, i'll still believe in myself.
i'll come back stronger than a powered-up pac man.
and saturday seems forever.
i can't wait any longer.
i'm getting impatient and the anxiousness of it all is getting the better of me.
you are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.
definitely maybe.
it was a miracle. no doubt.
i'll still be a student.
i'll still frequent the east every weekday.
i'll still get stuck in the almost-daily traffic jams.
i'll still lead a hectic season like most students do.
i'll still be cracking heads and nuts for projects.
most importantly, i'll still believe in myself.
i'll come back stronger than a powered-up pac man.
and saturday seems forever.
i can't wait any longer.
i'm getting impatient and the anxiousness of it all is getting the better of me.
you are never on the target.
so what are you?you are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.
definitely maybe.
i'm foreign to installation.
and i'm tuckered out
irritated
run-down
exasperated
drained
and i'm tuckered out
irritated
run-down
exasperated
drained
"the difference between a normal pen-on diary and a living diary is that a living diary is free to take on the malas-nak-layan approach as and when they intend to"
or as suggested, i'm the irritant.
thus the birth of rots.
that's not it.
i should put an end to this living diary thingy. or rather, i must.
i grew up with it and i knew one day, it would happen.
but the time isn't ripe yet. but it has to be now.
there's no such thing as a perfect time, but i believe there is a perfect situation.
things are getting out of hand and it gets even worse each time.
and i need to kill this shopping urge of mine every now and then.
simply because, its killing me, myself.
i made one list.
dissatisfied.
then, another.
i lost it.
and voila!
you got the cycle.
oh and financial issues.
already earning is a tough one,
managing them is another problem.
all i need is discipline. self-discipline.
needless to say, that's another hugeass problem i've been dealing with..
the snippets
mood: sleepy
incident: wet berms in public
cause of incident: spilled mineral water
aftermath: a whole lotta embarrassment
lesson learnt: bottled caps are meant to be sealed. tightly.
to think i had been extra careful and be on my guard against the possibility of april's pranks all along.
and to think the bottle cap had the last final laugh on me. oh well.
out of randomness
reading on top april fool pranks really made by day.
definitely maybe.
or as suggested, i'm the irritant.
thus the birth of rots.
that's not it.
i should put an end to this living diary thingy. or rather, i must.
i grew up with it and i knew one day, it would happen.
but the time isn't ripe yet. but it has to be now.
there's no such thing as a perfect time, but i believe there is a perfect situation.
things are getting out of hand and it gets even worse each time.
and i need to kill this shopping urge of mine every now and then.
simply because, its killing me, myself.
i made one list.
dissatisfied.
then, another.
i lost it.
and voila!
you got the cycle.
oh and financial issues.
already earning is a tough one,
managing them is another problem.
all i need is discipline. self-discipline.
needless to say, that's another hugeass problem i've been dealing with..
the snippets
mood: sleepy
incident: wet berms in public
cause of incident: spilled mineral water
aftermath: a whole lotta embarrassment
lesson learnt: bottled caps are meant to be sealed. tightly.
to think i had been extra careful and be on my guard against the possibility of april's pranks all along.
and to think the bottle cap had the last final laugh on me. oh well.
out of randomness
reading on top april fool pranks really made by day.
definitely maybe.